The Unthinkable

No matter how many times I go over what happened yesterday, I can't reconcile the events.  I am reeling.  I think all of us are.  I talked to the attorneys for a bit, and all I can say, is desperate men to desperate things in desperate times.  But I never thought of my boss as a desperate person.  I don't think they would lie, but I don't think my boss is stupid enough to use emails to do what it is alleged he did.  So, all in all, I don't know what to think, not at all.  The entire situation is very unsettling and conflicted.  Now he is gone and we didn't get a chance to say goodbye.  Things are going to change and I don't mind change, especially when for the better.  But, if they are changing for the sake of changing, or if they are experimenting, then I have concerns.  We will see.